Wonders of Life

Pain in the ass

2012-01-29T23:39:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, some people can be a real pain in the ass.

Where is the common sense we all expect when a sister is in trouble ?

We help... rather than say, her family is supposed to handle it.

We protect... rather than push her away.

Some people can be real selfish, and so ignorant they have no idea what actually came out of their mouth, that sometimes those words slaps themselves so hard they don't even know others are laughing at them.

Oh wells... a unique way of celebrating this year's New Year ! Go Go Dragon !

Confusion...

2011-10-30T17:45:00.001+08:00

I wish things could be more simple. Part of me wants him here beside me, consoling and making me smile. Part of me says I'm still not ok. Part of me says, he has his stuff to do so don't interfere. Part of me is getting depressed...

I know plans changes but I wish he could have said sorry he forgotten the initial plan and give me a peck says he'll make it back up to me. It's not like a guide but anything, rather than just ignore it like nothing happened.

Anyways I do mean it when I say I needed him around when I'm down. Cause I will feel depressed being left alone. But can't help it alternatives would be friends that could at least get my head off whatever there is...

Distance and time differences... We'll need to sacrifice a lot to accomodate these two. I guess its time to let loose cause I'm afraid to ask any more than I have already...

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I wish I hadn't...

2011-10-30T08:28:00.002+08:00

Been screwing up alot lately I really wished I hadn't opened my mouth...

Cause each time I do, I make someone upset. So it's all about you and them and everybody else.

Never gonna be about me. Not even when I'm hurt / in pain / unhealthy.

Not allowed to.

Nobody really cares...

2011-10-22T17:36:00.002+08:00

Let's slice up the skin and I'll tell you what's inside...

Every morning I wake up hoping someone would be there

Call me or wake me up

I wish I didnt have to use the alarm

For someone is always there to wish me good morning with a smile...

Reality is I don't get phone calls from who I want to hear from every morning

I had to call to get what I want

Sometimes I wonder why nobody cares if I wake up late or miss work

Sometimes I wonder why am I so alone...

Every time when I fall sick and something bad happens,

I wish I could cry on your shoulder and express everything out

I wish you could just listen and not judge me

For anger doesn't speak decently

Reality is nobody listens to what I say

I had to explain everything I say and still nobody gets me

Most of the time people judge me, or worst pin points my mistakes

Cant anyone see that I'm just trying to get the pain over with ?

Everytime I feel insecure or worried I wish I could know

I wish you could reassure me and not get annoyed by it

I know you may be busy so just calm me down a little

I'll be alright if I know you're safe somewhere and with whom

Reality is it's difficult to even get you to tell me "I'll feed you with bedtime stories later alright hon?"

It's even difficult to get you to text me where you are

I'm sorry I may have expected too much of you

But you are half a world away, what do I know really ?

I wish I could be part of your life, part of most things you do

Even if it means just by sharing life stories with me

I just wish I didn't missed out on the fun things you did

I just wish I wouldn't be the last to know everything from other people

Reality wise you don't realize it's important to me

Tell me later I'll be fine but this is too much

Time differences and lack of communications...

Most of the time we skype each other nothing really comes out our mouth.

We're there for each other but we're not really there

When something bad happens its hard for you to drop things to be here for me

We're not physically together what else do we have ?

Even now texting and calling is limited by all our surroundings...

Distance is one thing but I just somehow felt...

When you're out on the go, sometimes I'm forgotten

The feeling of missing you too much hurts when I don't hear from you...

Sometimes it's too much I feel like dying.

I'm sorry I expected all these from you.

It hurts you and it annoys you...

Sometimes knowing that I'm annoying you hurts me back...

I don't know what to do so best I should just walk away...

I'm lost

and insecure...

I'm not as strong as u think I am...

I'm just only a girl...

I'm sorry...

Frustration... Regrets

2011-09-30T21:55:00.002+08:00

If only I'd decided not to stay at home and go to work, I wouldn't have caused so much of a trouble. I could still go to the bank and settle my stuff. I wouldn't be in a position where I can neither smile nor talk. I regret what I decided today.

If only I didn't get frustrated and stayed calm, took a deep breathe and tell myself not to talk at the split second, nothing harsh would come out. Neither of us would lose our mind.

If only that fucking thing wasn't privatized, neither of me would get frustrated.

If only you didn't bottled up, you wouldn't have pushed it so far into saying those words. We would end up with me apologizing and end of story. Maybe happy ending.

If only...

Too particular

2011-09-11T13:44:00.002+08:00

Too particular in things has its pros and cons. In this case it's probably the latter. Taking every little small things into account are both tiring and frustrating. I miss the times where I was ignorant, the times where I don't give shyts about anything and everything. I was just as free as... ever.

As much as I would want... I suppose it's time to let go of those habits.

It's a go or a no. Gotta go with the flow !!!

It takes 2 sides to equal

2011-08-28T07:23:00.002+08:00

There's a saying it takes 2 hands to clap.

It also takes 2 sides to balance things out.

I very well believe in this and it applies to almost (if not...) everything. And therefore I may not like it if things goes one way at times. Once... Twice... Thrice and I suppose its a test to my patience and tolerance.

I would appreciate it so so very much if a little more effort from you rather than a declining one. At least... for the things you agreed to do.

Note: It is not you don't pour efforts. You did greatly. However, a simple thing you agreed on to make me a little less worried, or at least let me know you intended to let me know instead of telling me you're busy gaming... ? I'm sorry for being a little sensitive or so...

At this moment in time...

2011-08-27T20:48:00.002+08:00

... he's been the best I have ever hold on to.

... he's been the most caring man to me.

... he's been the sensitive man any women would wish for.

... he's been the man I give my unconditional love to.

... he's been the man who gave me all he has to offer.

... until that day comes, I will be waiting for you to come home.

Friendships are WAY... Overrated.

2011-08-08T09:28:00.003+08:00

One day you are their bff, their sister/brother, their life...
Another day you're just someone they've met before.

One day they would be there through thick and thin for you...
One day they'll just think, you're not worth it.

one day you're in...
One day you're out.

True friends stick thick and thin throughout your life...
F.R.I.E.N.D.S just stick with you when there is a benefit.

I've seen friends who still understands me after 10 years of not meeting up...
I've seen friends who does not after 3 months.

They aren't idiots or assholes...
They're just someone I met along the way.

He's coming home...

2011-05-06T07:00:00.001+08:00

My baby's coming home in a week!!! =D

Go away...

2011-04-06T21:24:00.001+08:00

Cut all ties

Cut all connections

Cut all communications

Go away.

Full of anger...

2011-03-29T08:42:00.002+08:00

This is what happened this morning...

Dreaming of a person building something on top of a grave yard is not enough, they made something out of it. Those "things" are not happy. My brother saw that and he went back to "fetch" them somewhere. From him driving his car, I do NOT know how it turned into my car and my mom drove it. And somehow as messy as she can be I got frustrated and I told her off to sit behind while I drive. While I drive, I managed to pull out 2 bloordy blankets from the underneath of the clutch pedal.. I got angrier.

Guess what?

The whole journey I was practically screaming and yelling my lungs out. And as usual I woke up cranky.

What a day ... -.-"

Can you believe it... o.O

2011-03-23T00:54:00.002+08:00

I was banned from Facebook from my dearest... with a fine of USD5 =(

I can never find anyone more awesome than him...

Bound To You...

2011-03-11T21:54:00.002+08:00

Listen... to the melody.
Pain... to hear, to feel.

This is a song from Christina Aguilera that I could not get off my head for the moment...

... Hug me...

It doesn't feel nice...

2011-03-11T14:00:00.002+08:00

I have got to admit... It does not feel at all nice being compared to a person that you or others hate. Well, at least if you give a damn who that other person is to you.

It feels pretty much like shyt...

Ahhh wells... >.<

Tiger went Crazeeeee

2011-03-09T22:50:00.002+08:00

This is freaking scary... Especially to be in the situation where that guy almost lose his fingers =(

He can and did acted quite like the tiger XD The last bit... hilarious =P

Now look at what Chris Rock has to say about this "little" creature =D

2011-03-07T05:40:00.002+08:00

There will be times when your mood is down for no apparent reasons.

That's when worst things happens altogether at the same time.

I guess I just got kicked out.

LDR: Long Distance Relationships...

2011-02-27T22:24:00.003+08:00

Which bastard says that LDRs "never" lasts? =)

Tell him/her... Boo to you! You must've either never tried, or failed miserably in it. And problem always lies in YOURSELF but you would always POINT FINGERS somewhere.

Distance is only an enhancer of any problems in a relationship:

If a couple is strong, distance only makes them stronger.
If you're weak, they only makes it weaker.
If there's a problem somewhere in the relationship that both either ignored or didn't realize in the beginning, or even tried to bear with it knowing they can never accept that flaw, there's went distance plays a huge role in slapping facts into your face that you are not up this relationship as you won't last long.

Yes it is true that both parties needs to put in more effort, trust, time, love, and everything else there is needed to sustain any relationships you wish to last till you RIP. That's why distance is only an enhancer =) You can sustain that, chances are you will sustain it till the end.

Yes it is true that there will be arguments and even small ones can make you cry. But truth is, a relationship is only affected by how you deal with the after-arguments. You can say hurtful harsh ignorant lies or facts or grandmother stories out, and both may feel so hurt that either or both thinks they can't handle it anymore. But it's after both parties has cooled down or either one making effort on putting the flames off even if he/she's still angry that makes the relationship stronger, don't you think?

Relationships are all about give and take. So what if you were right and he/she was wrong? So what if you were wrong and he gave in? What matters is you guys bloordy talk! Talk with your heart, and talk with honesty and an open mind.

The last thing you ever want to hear from your partner is "I'm sorry". But fact is sometimes you just need to hear that to know that they are actually giving in to make you happy =)

Distance... always makes a couple cheesy and lovey dovey, as so people says. PDAs (Public Display of Affections) are Oh-So-Common just because that's the only way they are able to express themselves. No more touchy touchy hug hug kiss kiss... It's only the word of mouth and the letters you type that is going to substitute all those chemistry you once had.

When efforts begins to lessen, that's where you find you either being taken for granted, being less worthy enough of his/her time, or you both are just too strong and willing to sacrifice all those to be understanding =) The latter only applies for marriage couples (only a handful perhaps?) or those in a relationship pretty long to sustain it. New freshies? Don't even think you have that strength to cope. Trust is always a problem.

I wish you guys all out there have a great time =)

And I wish all those LDRs out there all the best! We shall sustain it together! =D

Nothing is impossible. It's only the matter of how much you want it.

There some things...

2011-01-23T00:24:00.002+08:00

There are some things that I may mistakenly said
Or maybe it's just me

Zip it and shut it and I shall not open my big fat fugly mouth no more.
I shall watch my words as well.
I promise to watch it so damn fucking carefully.

MayBank's Management skills are so FUCKed Up

2011-01-07T14:54:00.000+08:00

Everything is last minute
Everything changes at the speed of light
No early informations, least not for those victims
No fucking structured arrangement plans that is made for trainees, best yet, what is said is not what is done. Everything changes everyday's uncertain. Leading us with blindfolds...

No wonder Maybankers performances and services in general is such a heart pain and eye sore!

Gimme a bottle of gorgeous red wine, oh... make it two.

2011-01-06T21:29:00.001+08:00

I want to flood my head with fluids that could drown my thoughts.

Allowed to ignore police's stop order?

2010-12-27T20:24:00.001+08:00

Monday December 27, 2010

Bogus cops rob businessman and take him on terror ride

By M. SIVANANTHA SHARMA
newsdesk@thestar.com.my

BUTTERWORTH: Three men masquerading as policemen car-jacked a businessman and relieved him of about RM10,000 in cash and valuables at the North-South Expressway near Sungai Petani.

The 37-year-old victim had earlier conducted a business talk at a hotel in Gurun, Kedah, before driving off in his BMW towards the north-bound lane of the expressway on Christmas Day.

At about 11pm, the three suspects who were in a Honda Civic overtook the BMW at a lonely stretch and flagged the victim down.

One of the suspects remained inside the Civic while the two others introduced themselves as policemen and handcuffed the businessman.

They forced the victim into the back seat and blindfolded him with a cloth before taking over the wheel.

The two robbers stole RM4,000 in cash and valuables worth about RM6,000 before demanding RM50,000 more during a terror ride which lasted for about an hour.

However, the suspects crashed the BMW into a lorry at the Teluk Air Tawar trunk road, near here.

Realising that the BMW’s tyre was punctured, the two robbers fled in the Civic which was trailing behind.

North Seberang Prai OCPD Asst Comm Zulkifli Alias confirmed the incident.

He advised the public to ignore any order to stop their vehicles along the highway, especially if the person is standing beside an unmarked vehicle.

Those having doubts over the identity of any policeman can drive to the nearest police station to lodge a report instead of stopping along the roadside, ACP Zulkifli added.

........

So does this means we can just drive off whenever police tries to stop us? XD

I would love the idea so much =D

It's like...

2010-12-20T10:13:00.001+08:00

It's like flying a kite
At times we pull
At times we loosen up
It's like a game of pull and push

It's like playing hide and seek
I'll catch you now
But you'll have to catch me back later
It's like a mutual contribution

It's like holding a bird in your hands
Too hard you'll suffocate it
Too loose you'll have 'em fly away
It's moderation we speak of

There's a thin fine line
Between love and obsessed
Between concern and controlling
Between hate and love

I wouldn't wanna cross any lines =)
For all I've been through I've been through it all
It's stupid and childish and irrational

So love like its the last
Change when there's a must
Hold on to every chances
And make every step a brighter one

I learn as I progress
I learn as I observed
I see what others may not
I'll try to make a difference =)

<3 to all
Family and friends and my dear hubby

I see, I hear, I don't care

2010-12-19T10:21:00.000+08:00

You did it for attention
You worked so hard

Others helped out of kindness
But never acknowledged

Teaching is what you think you do
But sincerely? Think for yourself

Needed to work alone
Cause you never gives credit

Or maybe its just me
I saw I heard but I won't bother

I learnt something I knew
Its just proven once more =)

You are just another person I know...

Maybank, Downgraded?!

2010-12-10T23:01:00.003+08:00

Everyone in Malaysia would recognize this. Or at least, more than 90% of Malaysians would. Malayan Banking Berhad. I work there. No joke, I work there. Now, ask me if I'm in love with this oh-so-huge-bank.

I once upon a time as a child look very very VERY highly of Maybank. It's like "W-o-W!" Who on earth doesn't know Maybank?!

But from the moment I stepped into this MNC Bank, I started to learn the ugly truth. So to answer the questions above, I love the bank. But I hate the way it is being managed.

I've been there for only 2 months and all its devil's forks and tails are already sticking out. For one, they've been treating trainees like dogs and balls. Why so? Imagine a group of people being "dumped" into different places each and every week. Ok so they provide accommodations. But having first week at the hostel rooms, second week at the dormitory, and third week at the hostel room again...?! Where is the logic of this?

Ok so we trainees are being TOLD... T-O-L-D literally that during the 18 weeks of training we are allowed to settle down at the academy centre regardless if we are really going to reside there or not. Guess what is the funny story? They told us on the last week of our in-house training, in fact the LAST TWO DAYS (!!!) before we are attached to the attachment areas, that we can't live there and that we need to look for our own accommodation at any costs and expense on our own. Ok I understand we are adults now. But dude! People comes from all over of Malaysia, Malacca, Penang, Johor,..., Be a little more considerate and sympathetic for goodness sake and release the attachment information a little earlier, will ya?

So this is what ticks on my nerves. Attachment period starts next week Monday. Thursday this week they said the results are NOT OUT YET despite us knowing they fucking have it in their computers already. We are graduates. We are NOT stupid. So they plan to tell us all on Friday at end working hours. Hello? Don't you find something is missing here??? How the hell are people that comes down from outstations that doesn't have relatives or friend's house to stay in for a couple of weeks???! You expect them to find a place to rent for two weeks, that is TOUGH! To do that in 3 days before attachment is almost impossible!!!

So if any of you maybankers that could actually have the balls to change and amend such stupid management system PLEASE I beg you, P-L-E-A-S-E... do something about it. It may not be Maybank's fault but it is definitely somebody fooling around with us.

It's bad enough we don't have the schedule for the whole training period. We only know our classes the day we have THAT class. We haven't even complain yet. AT LEAST... attachments have some sympathy on those rather less fortunate outstation employees of yours.

Benefits isn't it all for employees. Take good care of your employee's heart and situation to gain full potential actions from them.

I feel downgraded now working in the training lifestyle.

Joke of expiry

2010-12-02T13:11:00.000+08:00

Date of issue: December 2010
Date of expiry: March 2010

Hahahaha! Where is the logic?! XD
Funny what you can get in Woloc Citrix (Credit softwares) with awesome colleagues haha!

My apology

2010-11-29T06:50:00.000+08:00

I take back what I said
Will keep in mind
To never say it again.

The ugly truth

2010-11-26T16:27:00.000+08:00

A place filled with ugly people
Dirty black inside with sweet decos outside
Unable to discover until you dig in deeper
Only to discover the ugly truth

Pushing right and left
Literally and metaphorically
Pointing bitchy fingers
Wherever possible

Welcome to the working life
Especially MNCs
Welcome to the truth
Of bitches and bastards that plays angel

=) don't you just LOVE listening yo stories?

Where I started

2010-11-23T23:25:00.002+08:00

Ain't having the strength to gather them into one...
Ain't having the passion to go through one by one...
Ain't having back ups to push me forward...
I'm going backwards... to where I started...

Tough to fight traumas...

2010-11-19T04:04:00.002+08:00

I'm already digging my own grave when I made myself go against my feelings...
Let's see how far it takes me and how long I could last...

It's tough thinking bout it.
Even tougher when dealing with it.

Oh what the hell right...

I'll move on...

2010-10-24T10:08:00.002+08:00

This road that I'm taking twists and turns
My life my chance turning dreams into reality.
Down this path faced with so many things
Sometimes I feel like giving up and turn away

Can't seem to go on
And I've been thru' this before
Now where am I?
Where do I stand?
A little lost here.
But I'll remember.
All those times you've bought me thru'.
I'd be a fool to give up cos' the goal is near

I'll move on I'll go on.
Lord I will take your hand.
And you will guide me along.
Survive thru' this storm.
So I say, come what may.
I'll hold on to my hope.
Yes, I will walk down this road.
And my passion drive will lead me on

Here I am Once again caught in the rain.
Looking back I've come so far And I want to carry on
Take a step at time
It's alright.
Even thru' this rain, I want to smile again

Don't hold back now.
And i've been thru' this before.
Now where am I?
Where do I stand?
A little lost here.
But I'll remember.
All those times you've bought me thru'.
I can feel the sun shining down on me

Here I am, Here I am.
Lord I will take your hand.
And you will guide me along.
Survive thru' this storm.
So I say, come what may.
I'll hold on to my hope.
Yes, I will walk down this road.

And my passion drive will lead me on.

Fear

2010-10-16T22:21:00.003+08:00

Thunder crashed in, once again
Roars of the storms, scary
When will the sun shine again?
When will the birds, chirps once more?

The feeling struck, a minute before
Shivers all around, coldness
Ache in the head, think harder
Ache in the heart, collapse

Once more, the broken glass shattered
One touch and its over
One touch is all it needs
Once more, its the end

Ask me why I fear...
I'll tell you why, for I care
Ask me why I'm over protective
I'll tell you why, for I'm weak

One touch is all it takes
One touch and its over
One touch is all it needs
Once more, I'll collapse right then

I know, I sensed, I expect
I wont stop, You've me all
Despite it, the pain still exists
Despite me knowing, it still hurts

For I fear...
And I fear...

About every other else...

Photo Highlight

2010-10-15T16:05:00.004+08:00

No any different...

2010-10-11T13:43:00.000+08:00

There’s news about gay-hating Bronx gangbangers torturing and terrorizing gays. There’s news that they sexual assaults them and humiliate them in public.

Just because a poor innocent guy who doesn’t harm others minds his own business, liking who he likes, is gay, he was tied up in the abandoned three-storey house, interrogated. What has his pity partner has got to do with this as well? Oh wait, he’s gay too. So they lure him there, strip him naked, made his love hits him on the face and burnt his genitals with cigarettes. Do you feel even the slightest glory and happiness in this?

Oh to think that’s the end, nope. They have to batter him with chains and sodomized him with a small baseball bat.

Think that’s the worst that you can get? Ohhh you are so wrong.

These animals even went to his house, beat his brother up and demands for $1,000. The “best” thing is… They left him with his eyes, nose and mouth taped, almost suffocating the poor innocent brother who has done nothing wrong.

So enlighten me. What has gays done SO wrong that they deserves this kind of treatment? Are they not human as well? Are they really any different from who we are? Oh I forgot, those are animals who torture people, and they are just innocent pitiful young or old men getting tortured. So there’s where it differs…

Carl Paladino even mentioned that gays are not the example that we should be showing our children. Really? So we should show our children how to act like a beast? Idiot.

Just because majority of mankind gets attracted to the opposite gender doesn’t make the minorities weird and inacceptable. Just because they are gays, it doesn’t mean that we should treat them all like some deadly disease.

They have mothers too. They have hearts too. It is the bunch of heartless animals that we should be discriminating. All that they differ is their preference of partner’s gender. So what? They speaks like us, treats us like us, looks like us, heck they ARE one of us.

We are just fortunate bastards and bitches that we belong to the majority and lived like “normal”. But just because they are the minorities doesn’t make them un-normal. What if one day you found out you get attracted to the same gender? Wouldn’t you start thinking “What’s so funny / weird / offensive about with being gay?” It’s something we don’t and can’t control so people, live with it. We live peacefully with different races and religions. Why not in this case? Respect others to respect yourself.

I don’t “like” gays but I treat them like any normal individuals. They are not any different so don’t start telling me “Hey! You’re supporting gays!” Well, they are no more different than you are. I don’t hate or support. Equality comes in this =)

So those anti-gays, the moto “Be yourself” is a bullshit. Never try to say that if you won’t accept gayism.

2010-10-07T21:37:00.000+08:00

Every heart beats, feels like a thousand pierces...

Listen...

2010-09-28T21:01:00.002+08:00

Knowing the door's closed
Still wondering if it's unlocked
Fear of break ins
Even when it's locked.

Times where waves clashes
Birds chirping gracefully
Lying down with an open heart
Not afraid of anything

But when the sun sets dark
The door locked tight
Fear of shadow still shivers the bone
Listen, to my little humble prayers...

But when there comes the time where
Sun rises, wave clashes, birds flying freely above
Fear shattered, replaced with strength
And I would rise again.

Up and down like a roller coaster
Round and round like a merry go round
Spin me round, barely caught any breath
So listen, to my little humble prayers...

What do you see?

2010-09-23T07:18:00.002+08:00

A moment ago... The water flows calmly, peacefully.

Now... What do you see? =)

Penny for a thought

2010-09-16T22:20:00.002+08:00

Once, the skies were filled with blues and a little cottons of clouds
I walked under, staring brightly above with hopes the blue would fade to purple
And orange till the yolk appears to sink into the ocean
Blessing of peace and comfort, it never failed.

I walked again, and instead of blue, the sky was angry
Perhaps sad or disappointed, I don't know
Did I do something wrong? For the sky is tearing, with loud roars that scares my soul
Feel of depression, or maybe just sadness...

I walked again, didn't know what would the mood be
Angry or happy, I could only wait...
One day I'm blessed, another I'm cursed
What went wrong? No answers heard.

So much of uncertainties, too much of blindness
High as if I was drunk one day, seeing that rainbows are beyond just seven colours
Deep down as if I was crushed, only able to see black and white, or maybe just grey
Waves splashes the shores, creating sounds so subjective

Fear for pain, if any would to occur
For beyond pain, I fear the negligence
Fear for holding too tightly
For death would come next

Fear for fears, for negligence has started
With no feel, no pain, no pins and needles
Or maybe the trust has grew?
Maybe...

Family

2010-09-13T00:00:00.002+08:00

Despite the outcast
Be patient and participative
There's no need to prove ourselves
For we are a better person

Despite the ignorance
Be warm and loving
They are family, after all
And we have bigger hearts

Despite the history
Be forgivers and forget
There's no need to repeat the past
For peace is what we seek

To fight fire with fire
Is an act of stupidity and stubbornness
For winning is what you seek
In actual things may just burn into ashes

So before its too late
Always never give up trying
Family is way more important in life
And honestly, nothing else matters more than that =)

Choices...

2010-09-10T23:05:00.002+08:00

The tough part about making choices, is not exactly at the part we make the decision. It's about the fear of regretting your decision later on, or even the uncertainties that lies ahead due to the effect of the decision.

In life there would always be a fork road ahead of us, laying there awaiting for our moments of reach and then there comes the questions of which, what, why, how, who, where, and when. Some could be easily decided, for they have little impact in our lives. Some, would require a little stress on the nerves and muscles and everything else relevant even though the choice is clear. Some, just kills for us to decide.

Maybe its the aging that makes us think more. Maybe its just that every decision we make as we grow older comes with a heavier responsibility. You tell me which is it. I believe both plays a part. I would tell people most of the time, "Follow your heart, for it'll never lie." But at times its not just so simple.

There is always this war against the mind and the heart that tells me two entirely different thing. I want this but I need to do that. I feel like taking this but rationality tells me I shouldn't. So who do I follow? Who's to judge which is right and which is wrong?

So, here's the thing. I have a choice... a FEW choice ahead of me instead. I can choose to either pick one out of two for the moment, mind you FOR the moment. I can choose to forgo both. I could risk the opportunity ahead of me and hope the one coming next would be a better option. I could be a bitch and choose either one but still try out for the next one, which I wouldn't feel good about if you were to say to follow my heart because fooling around is not my type of working character. I could choose to pick one and follows it for a period of time before I start choosing again, which I would risk missing opportunities and time wasted if I were not to be benefiting much from the path I took.

There's a million of options I could opt for and there's none that would suit both my mind and heart. So tell me, which fucking option should I be looking at?

When the sky tears,
we never know if...
rainbows would appear next,
or would the thunder.

Life's filled with uncertainties,
the beauty of life,
so is it the one
that crushes us back.

Blue, pink, white or black?
No one knows,
No one even understands.
Choices... options...

Sometimes, or maybe most...

2010-09-08T00:01:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, or maybe most...
I would love to feel pampered, spoilt.
Love the feeling you forcefully wont allow something to happen.
Love when you do it over and over again =)

Sometimes, or maybe most...
You would be persuasive,
Or unconsciously force decisions on me.
And I've unconsciously fallen in love with that =)

Sometimes, in fact most of the time...
Your assurance touches the bottom of my heart.
Your firmness and persistence makes me weak.
I just want to fall into your arms,

And forget about everything else...

Nature talks.

2010-09-07T20:48:00.004+08:00

I'd stay, when the rain comes.
I'll run, when I feel the thunder.

So go away, and leave me in peace.
Cause you're leaving me in confusion.

Your love, Hamster.

2010-09-03T23:47:00.005+08:00

When I was down on my knees, or maybe almost...
You'll be there.
When I showered tears and screamed in silence...
You've always looked upon me.

To the point of confusion, messing up my mind...
I hear your voice, your assurances.
When my heart fools my emotions...
You'll always plant back a smile on my face.

Despite how much it hurts you...
You've hanged on.
Despite all the pain...
You've endured them all.

You've always been the best...
I could never asked for more.
You've always gave me more than I've ever asked...
I could never be any happier.

This, I want to say to you baby.
I love you, even more than what I thought I would.
I love you, more and more as days passes by.
And the feeling still grows, despite you're half a world away...

People may think of you as average.
I would say they're blind.
People may think of you as just another person.
Not to me. You're the only one.

So I want to say to you honey.
I love you, even more than what I thought I would.
I love you, more and more as days passes by.
And the feeling still grows, despite you're half a world away...

Thank you... for everything you've given me. =)

I'm sorry I've made you down...
Filled with pain and sorrow even if its temporary.
I hope this would make you smile again =)
The one that would always makes me smile without fail ^^

Love you always...
Your love,
Hamster.

Yet another one

2010-09-02T19:47:00.003+08:00

Maybe it'll haunt me for life, though I wish it wouldn't.
Would it follow me all around, wherever I go?
I may have forgive, but do I have the strength to forget?
The image of her, would always attack me in darkness.

My mind says, "Never mind. It's just another her."
My heart stings, "What if she got too close?"
It's beyond just being uncomfortable to see or think of any her,
taking a step closer to him or them.

Attack of insecurity has always been there for me.
Anytime, anywhere, it's almost been my worst best friend.
I feel like giving up at times, though I don't have much strength for it.
I felt like holding on, but how much longer?

One by one, it never stop coming.
One down, another one up.
When I thought it "should" be over.
Another sudden "attack" broke in again.

Say no, I'm selfish I would hate myself.
Say yes, I'll be stung with millions of nightmares I cheat myself.
Say lie, I'll rather drag myself to hell.
Say I don't care, I can't possibly do.

I wish assurance would do the trick.
I wish I could press the stop button in my head.
Sometimes, I feel hopeless I just want to drown.
Sometimes, just sometimes, I want to walk under the rain, with a hand holding mine.

I suppose I have no choice.
Word's spoken, request been made.
I'll probably "enjoy" watching them from a corner.
I'll probably stick my head up, put on a good show.

What happens next, I don't want to know.
Fuck the emotions, it'll just has to be murdered.
Bonded, yet a threat. I don't know why.
Worst I could say, I'll cut and bleed, and walk away...

Until I break down, I will still be here.

2010-09-01T17:36:00.002+08:00

I'm still here
Despite the door slams
Despite the walk aways
I'll still be here

I'm still here
Wherever far I go
However cold I've become
I'll still be here

I'll walk away
Slam the door behind of me
But all I need was
The hand to pull me back in

So Baby unless I do
cut any ties with you
I'll still be here
Ain't going anywhere else

..................

Maybe at times there are avoidance in communication
Maybe at times you may rather converse with others than me
Though it may hurt like hell for a meatball and selfish person like me
And maybe, I may develop a reflection unconsciously
I'll probably apologize first, for most issues came up from me

Memories through Finix =X

2010-08-31T16:03:00.003+08:00

I was browsing through some photos taken through Finix and this is what I found =) Definitely made my day... and will do till any time... ^^

The above picture was when Kar Wei wanted to imitate me xD And I was freaking studying in starbucks!!!

This is someone whom I've called lao gong for a pretty long time before the official one turned up =) Well, Chew looked so much cuter with this hairstyle and God... do he look small size hahahah! Get some fats in US please!!! xD

And this... is my hubby! xD

Future lies ahead...

2010-08-07T20:20:00.002+08:00

Finals is coming and I'm starting to wonder what life would be after the next week. Would I turn out to be a workaholic as I've always thought I would? =) I've started interrogating my mother on what car I should get after I start working. I've started thinking... How much would I need to save, and where would I want to end up working at...

There's bitter sweet in everything. There's so much that I want to do. I want to take dance class. I want to get a car. I want to travel around. I want to work out of Malaysia given the chance. I want to... there's just too much ^^

Oh wells.

Despite it all... I want him here... =)

Secret Garden - Half a world away

2010-08-03T06:07:00.002+08:00

You're half a world away
Standing next to me
It seems that every day
I'm loosing you almost invisibly
Though you are near
I can't reach that far
Across to where you are
And so you stay
Just half a world away

And I would coss
The universe for you
What good would it do
If you weren't even there?
Till you return
And untill your way is clear
I will be here
Not half a world away

You're half a world away
And noone is to blame
If love outlives its day
And turns into an ember from a flame
I love you as before
Till words will be nomore
Till I can't find a way
To where you stay
Just half a world away

(Repeat chorus)

You're half a world away

Already am...

2010-08-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

918 Spyder Hybrid

2010-07-29T20:03:00.002+08:00

Just the Facts:
—Porsche confirms it will build the 918 Spyder hybrid.
—The high-performance hybrid will be built in limited numbers outside Stuttgart.
—The 918 Spyder is rumored to be priced above $600,000.

STUTTGART, Germany — Porsche confirmed on Wednesday that it will build the sensational 918 Spyder, first seen earlier this year as a concept at the 2010 Geneva Auto Show.

The automaker said the production version of the high-performance hybrid will be assembled in limited numbers at its home plant in Zuffenhausen, just outside Stuttgart.

An official statement released Wednesday said the company has received an "overwhelming response" from the public to the 918 Spyder concept. Earlier reports indicated Porsche had received expressions of interest from more than 900 buyers.

Porsche did not specify a production start-up date or a price tag, although widespread media reports in Europe have suggested the sticker could exceed $600,000.

Michael Macht, Porsche AG president and chairman of the board of management, said: "Production of the 918 Spyder in a limited series proves that we are taking the right approach with Porsche Intelligent Performance, featuring the combination of supreme performance and efficient drivetrain concepts."

I love this car!!! OMG!!! It's so awesome >.

Rhema

2010-07-29T10:36:00.002+08:00

The Prayer - Amazing 7yr old Rhema Marvanne @ Yahoo! Video

Her mom died a year ago from cancer and she's singing for her mom. How touching~

The greener path

2010-07-27T21:27:00.001+08:00

If only you could see things this way

Shuush.

2010-07-23T01:03:00.000+08:00

Wonderful Tonight

2010-07-22T19:21:00.003+08:00

It's late in the evening, he's wondering what clothes to wear

He grabs on a blue shirt, and tidies his bushy hair

And then he asked me "Do I look alright?"

And I said "Yes, you look wonderful tonight"

We go to a party, and everyone turns to see

This amazing young man, that's walking around with me

And then he asked me, "Do you feel alright?"

And I said "Yes, I feel wonderful tonight"

I feel wonderful because I see

The love light in your eyes

And the wonder of it all

It that you just don't realize how much I love you

It's time to go home now, and I've got an aching head

He took on my car keys, and helps me to bed

And then I tell him, as he turn out the lights

I said "My darling, you were wonderful tonight.

Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight"

Oh wells... Improvised =P

For the fun of it... ^^

White, another black.

2010-07-20T11:50:00.004+08:00

White may be another black

Blue may not ease

Right may not be right at all

For all we know, it's an error of life.

Serenity

2010-07-19T11:56:00.003+08:00

Just as how the moo moo stares and wonder, at the beauty of the reds and purples, and greens that stands out beautifully to me ^^

Start of a wonderful journey

Woken up

2010-07-18T08:27:00.002+08:00

Initial dreamless sleep

Caught in the strange heartbreaking scene

As the film rolls at a medium fast pace

Torn into pieces, caught in tears...

She opens her eyes

Stared at the dark white wall

Finix was running, out of internet access

Realization, reality...

The memory faded off

With feelings still intact

Sadness without reasons

Or was there?

She stared and blinked

It wasn't real

Oh how stupid this is

It was just a dream...

Moment of Eternal

2010-07-18T00:11:00.002+08:00

It is the moment of blessed emotions surrounding the little girl who did not see how beautiful things could become despite the ups and downs of a roller coaster ride that shocked her heart but made her smile. Life may seem harsh, unfair and biased, bitchy and fucked up; but regardless of what will or may be, the sun that shines upon her would always be remembered, loved, and be known as the one who have once gave her warmth, and everything that she could ever asked for.

Senses of Change

2010-07-16T20:55:00.001+08:00

Tightrope

2010-07-16T11:37:00.004+08:00

I don’t wanna wait too long

And I don’t wanna break it down

The sun is sinking just like stone

And its hard for me to breath

My mind is missing pieces of you

Fear and the pain have gone

But I'll keep holdin’ holdin’

And I'm higher before than I've ever been

I was walking a tightrope can’t you see

That nobody wants to be alone

I was walking a tightrope

Can you catch me?

If I let go

As far as I can see

The world is turning out of time

Your gravity will pull me close

And its all I'll ever need

Don’t let me fall and break in two

Cause all we are are skin and bones

So just keep holdin’

Just keep holdin’ on

If I let go

Theres no way back

If I let go

Your where I land

So here I go

Cause I just wanna live

And I just wanna feel it

Mother Moon...

2010-07-15T08:22:00.004+08:00

Mother Moon, I'm at your mercy

And I'm struggling again...

Just trying to find some place inside

And be my own best friend...

And all this memories from my broken past

Complying by me much too fast..

Looking back don't make much sense

I've no regrets

So I write to find some simple piece

Then I sing cause it's a sweet release...

But the fear inside me grows cause the soul inside me knows

that I must let go...

Mother Moon I'm seeking answers

To all these dreams that I dream...

Cause the solution I've created

Is deeper than it seems...

And this enchanted with an easy way

I grow tired of the things I said...

Doesn't get you very far

If you don't know who you are...

So I write to find some simple piece

And I sing cause its a sweet release

But the fear inside me grows cause the soul inside me knows

That I must let go...

So I'm calling all my demons yeah

And one by one they disappear...

As your light shines down upon me through all my tears...

It's all so clear... That I haven't let go...

Hmmm....

Mother Moon, I'm at your mercy...

Melissa Mitchell - Mother Moon

Blinded

2010-07-15T00:24:00.002+08:00

Blinded by fear

Stupidity and feelings

Heart beats twice as fast

Mind wandered lost in the ocean

All for nothing, nothing really

For all I know, there's still you =)

Weak souls allow defeats

Something so strong, cracking in pain

I'll stand on one foot, when darkness arrives

I'll stand on yours, when there's shining lights

Blessing

2010-07-11T23:25:00.000+08:00

Quote of the Day

2010-07-10T13:16:00.002+08:00

The ball is W-r-o-n-g!

Japan Footballer was drawn so innocently!!

Star Wars on the strike!

Here comes the Head Shot!

Beauty

2010-07-10T13:08:00.002+08:00

A place filled with art and romance

I wouldn't mind opening a restaurant like this some day =)

Only two-seated tables ^^

A place I call paradise

Beauty of art

Oops! It's not Dory... Oh well goldfish would do fine as substitute =)

Wait... There's another one?!

2010-07-10T12:53:00.002+08:00

Saturday July 10, 2010
Paul picks Spain but Mani’s on Holland for World Cup

SINGAPORE: A crowd of football fans leans forward as Mani, Singapore’s World Cup-forecasting parakeet, creeps out of his small wooden cage and chooses between two white cards – one hiding the flag of the Netherlands, the other Spain.
If the bird’s many new believers are right, Holland will win the World Cup tomorrow. Mani grabbed a card in his beak and flipped it over to reveal the Dutch flag.
The 13-year-old parakeet has become a local celebrity after its owner, M. Muniyappan, claimed Mani accurately forecast the World Cup’s four quarter-final games and Spain’s semi-final victory over Germany.
“He’s a special bird,” Muniyappan said.
Mani joins Paul the Octopus, who has correctly predicted the winner of every World Cup match played by Germany, as overnight stars as interest in football’s biggest tournament peaks and gamblers look for any edge to pick winners.
Muniyappan, an 80-year-old fortune teller, said Mani has helped him predict the future for five years at a table in front of a restaurant in Little India, but this year’s World Cup is the first time the parakeet has attempted to forecast the outcome of sports competitions.
One of the two animal oracles is going to be wrong, though. Paul has predicted that Spain will beat Holland and win the World Cup.
Paul’s pick was carried live on TV stations around Europe yesterday. The world-famous octopus could be seen sitting on a tank marked with a Spanish flag for only a few minutes before grabbing out a mussel and devouring it, while completely ignoring the Dutch tank – indicating a Spanish victory.
Paul also predicted that Germany will beat Uruguay in today’s match for third and fourth place. He does have a rival, though.
Pauline, a female octopus in Dutch captivity, has predicted victory for the Netherlands. It’s her first attempt at divination. — AP / AFP

Previously was Paul the Octopus. Now there's Mani the Parakeet?! Who knows next we'll have a whole bunch of animals claiming to be psychic and we all have to bow to them for future predictions. Oh wait, what happens when they predicted wrongly? We cut them up and eat them? No? Ohh right they're just another animal right? Hmm...

What the Fuck!? This is so economist! Getting credit for being right and NOT getting blamed for being wrong! Oh dear.... And now we're counting on ANIMALS to predict. How cool is that? Mother Earth saves us all please...

Overdo

2010-07-09T20:05:00.002+08:00

A little too tired

Of such nonsense you put out

To entertain

Or to ignore?

Overlooked, overdo

Or maybe

You demanded too much

Over sensitive, maybe

I wish to know

Fear to ask

Gave up knowing

Shall not fear, for I stand alone

Read from Bottom to Top. Puhwees =)

2010-07-09T10:40:00.007+08:00

Then it was OUG for Tau Fu Fa for me, mom, and dear friends! =D

Oh this was taken when I was on my way with mommie to JPJ, supposingly to renew her driver's licence. Mana larrh tau it turned out to be a food trip =P Oh wells no complains here! The marmite lamb is awesome though I had a little problem eating it =P

Caught on camera!

Me and Doinkie

And done!

Trying...

Ben stoned due to his "aggressiveness" in using his spoon! =X

Jack Daniels. At first they doubted my eye sight for seeing Jonny Walker instead. Hah! Proven its Jack Daniels! Bluek!

Fish!

Me and Mommie

Ben and Steph

The ballroom for the wedding. It's beautiful =) Though, it's too ordinary T.T I will make mine as grand as hmmm... wakakaka!

Fishie! Me likey~!

The red wine was great! I drank a lot and got a little high =)

Ohhhh Almond... Me no likey~!

Was baking while waiting for time to pass. There was dinner that night. Tom's brother's wedding dinner in Klang.

Benjamin's epic failed message!

Patrick in a pink car... yet AGAIN!

Doink =)

The one who sings awesomely but not in terms of playing musical instrument, plus one who poses beautifully but not sing or play awesomely, adding another retard that plays awesomely but sings off key... This is what you get!

Tried to act cool by playing drums? Hmmm failed miserably =P wakakaka!

Oh with the maid of the family =D Face problem sia hahahha!

Now you see that OTHER lady =P

Then there's an open Mic event in INTI College Subang Jaya. You see that LADY there? She freaking dragged me to sing two songs with her. One from Asher Book's Try which we both went off key and another one is Blue eyes with Cez by Mika. That one... I suppose turned out pretty alright?

Hiaaacckkk~!! Super... woman???

My dear little (big) sister trying to scare people off when it's not even Halloween. =P Oh wells...

Her eyes (Wei Mei) are huge! Goldfish eyes!!!

Then, there's birthday celebrations for both my lecturers, Mr Lim and Mr Lee =D Both surprised wishes and cakes barging into the office and classrooms =)

I shall make a brief fast simple updates of my imperfect life =) While I was hunting for my shades, a cheap and simple one, my dearest little (big) sister got excited with the goggles-shaped shades =D Doesn't it look awesome on her? *giggles*

Hesitation driven off

2010-07-08T21:19:00.002+08:00

Mixture of blue and red

Calm but fierce

Chill but hot

Colourful as it seem

Bright as it could

Cheerful as it may

One step two

One at a time

Left right left

Till the end

Just keep trying

Till the day ends

Just keep trying

That's all there is

Will wait for the day

Where the sun rises high

Birds flying by

Till you become mine

Hesitation, time to say bye bye...

Pinker Man!

2010-07-07T11:26:00.002+08:00

He's a Pinker Man!

Quote of the day:

Don't Meatball Larrh!

Meatball = Kepoh

Hugs

2010-07-06T19:33:00.003+08:00

Have you ever wonder

What a hug could bring?

The touch of your flesh

A touch of miracles

The smell of your hair

The breeze of your breath

The voice so gentle

Enhances the sensations

A hug is all that's needed

To ease a broken heart

To show how much you cared

Lifts up a person's pain

No cost involved

No harm included

No lies be told

A hug tells it all

An apple a day

keeps the doctor away

A hug a day

Keeps the loneliness aside

Spread your arms wide open

Welcome me with an open heart

Tell me everything will be ok

And the grey clouds would fade away

That's what a hug would do

A simple hug could bring

Don't bribe my feelings

With presents or elephant's crap

So now, have you done pondering?

What miracle hugs could bring

Its free and its easy

Though often taken for granted

Hugs... are awesome =)

Pictures of Thoughts

2010-07-05T21:49:00.002+08:00

The colors chose

Brightens up the art

Blue's my addiction

Soothing and calm

Lack of expression

Unfairness treats

Beyond all

Makes another me =)

Would you have wings

Like an angelic butterfly

I would fly along

Explore the whole new world ^^

Breathtaking scenes

As fascinating as ever

Desire for everything

To be as a fairytale

Look up upon the sky

The one same sun we see

Still under the same shine

As far as it could lead

Winter then spring

Summer's a bless

Autumns cheers

The cycle goes again...

Less expressive grounded by fear...

Internet the blame?

2010-07-04T20:24:00.003+08:00

Sunday July 4, 2010
Internet affairs a home wrecker
By RACHAEL KAM and SEREAN LAU
newsdesk@thestar.com.my

KUALA LUMPUR: Online social networking sites can be a good place to meet new friends or even seek life partners but they have also become a breeding place for divorces.
Marriage counsellor Yvonne Lee said the Internet had been cited as one of the reasons for divorces of late.
“The Internet can trigger marital problems or worsen a couple’s existing problems. It has opened up more choices for those looking for partners, regardless of whether they are single or married,” explained Lee, a premarital programme trainer at the National Population and Family Development Board in Kuala Lumpur.
Lee, a director of Enrich Counsel-ling and Therapy Centre, said that while the Internet could be one of the causes for divorce, it was still the quality of the relationship that determined the outcome of a marriage.
One in 30 new clients the centre counsels every two months has cited the Internet as one of the reasons for their marital break-up.
A victim of an “online” affair, Ann discovered that her husband, Jason, had registered himself with some foreign match-making and social networking websites to meet other women.
“I thought Jason was having an affair with a woman from China but apparently there were several of them,” she said, adding that they would exchange lurid sex talk and even nude pictures online.
Jason, an engineer, has since left his wife and two children for a married woman he befriended online.
Hillary, 33, from Kuala Lumpur, was pregnant with her third child last year when she discovered her husband’s affair with another woman, a Malaysian working in Hong Kong.
She not only found suggestive emails on his smartphone and computer but also photographs of the mistress with her husband.
Albert, a psychologist, admitted having affairs with at least six women he met on Facebook and three others on Skype before his wife found out about his infidelity and divorced him.
He had joined social networking sites to locate his former university mates and soon added anonymous women as his friends.
Sometimes, it is not the husbands who cheat.
Susan, 42, a mother of a 12-year-old girl dropped a bombshell on her husband recently — she wanted a divorce to marry a Frenchman of African origin whom she befriended on Facebook. The couple run a small retail outlet in Malacca.
Consultant psychologist Valerie Jaques said most couples who cited Internet love affairs as the reason for divorce were already facing some problems.
She added that these problems, whether physical, emotional, psychological or social in nature or a combination, could result in loneliness.
“A lonely person who receives attention via the Internet or face-to-face will be extremely vulnerable, and this can develop into a more serious relationship,” said Jaques from Integrated Psychological Network Sdn Bhd.
“People fall for nice words. Lonely people will be more vulnerable to nice but empty promises.”

I don't really understand why people blames internet for home wrecking. It's just "another" social network places. Alright if you mean internet as the blame for negative media exposures that influences the mind of the not-so-innocent-but-pretentious-to-be-one people in our country, or in many other countries.

If marriage counselors really do think internet is the blame for majority home wrecking, then I would disqualify them seeing the fact that they have totally no idea what they were talking about. Then again, I don't put much trust on such counselors.

Internet just made it easier for people to socialize. Without internet, people still cheats on their spouse if they have the intention to do so. Maybe they could consider internet as a means to lower down prostitutions? By the way they put it, Internet could be good for many things too!

I mean, c'mon! Even without internet, workplace is an awesomely convenient way to meet people. Cafes, Mamaks, Clubs (especially clubs), pubs, bars, shopping malls, anywhere!

Just in case they've never realized, the whole reason for men or even women to cheat is because they lost the spark. They lost the feeling of being in love. They feel lonely with their partners. Thousands of reasons that comes back to square one. They are just lonely. They need someone there. They need to feel needy again. So what the hell with it. They sign themselves in into some social networking space or foreign match-making sites with the intention of cheating on their other halves already.

You blame that on the internet?! Like... What the fuck?

People often take things for granted after marriage. Don't even try to deny.

Where are all the presents? Celebrations? Honeymoon trips? What happened to the attitude of being extremely helpful when we were once a couple?... Small stuff yet significant enough to keep the feeling last long =)

A little colour brightens up the plain blackness =)

Quote of the Day

2010-07-03T14:27:00.003+08:00

Eating fish is hygienic...

Pictures of Emotions

2010-07-01T20:26:00.004+08:00

Listen...

The path...

What's the next plan?

I wish I could escape to somewhere I don't pray I have to close my eyes... Give me something fascinating, something I would long to feel... Something, to ease my heart. =)

Do you...?

2010-06-30T20:42:00.004+08:00

I don't.

I don't know what is running in her head.

I don't know what exactly is happening.

And I don't know if I want to know anymore.

I'm tired~

Malacca Trip 10-06-26

2010-06-28T16:32:00.007+08:00

My weekend was spent in Malacca on the 26th and 27th and although Malacca doesn't appear to be fascinating or exciting, it is definitely a peaceful and awesome trip for relaxation and enjoyment! I get to spend a nice vacation with my close friends and "family" and, Oh well I don't get to do this all the time, especially when I'm officially leaving the college after this semester. So here are the pictures, and pictures speaks a thousand word:

Bo Bo Fan (Rice Balls)

The oh-so-famous Cendol =D I'm not a fan of cendol myself, but for the sake of trying and to satisfy my curiosity, I've insisted on trying. It doesn't taste bad for a cendol non-lover, though the ice is a little bit too hard (maybe it's meant to be that way =P) but nonetheless I'm done with cendol haha! Will not travel all the way there for it xP

I've seen this in my family's photo album before, and I know I've been there before, but I just can't remember me being there. And Tada~! Now I can say I've been there before without any hesitation hahaha!

Caught kids sitting in Parkson watching Tom and Jerry! How cute is that?! I remember getting hooked to that cartoon as well hehehe I actually still do =P

Ujong Pasir, some Portuguese Village...

The homos xD

The Venus...

My awesome classmates I treasure so muchie~!! They are the best of the best! Love them all! And by the way, this picture is epic hehehe =D

Awesome picture from an awesome photographer xD Bangga~!! Don't ask. I just love it. Keep quiet if you don't hehehehe =D Lalala~!!

The doggie that accompanies us while we were waiting for our Benjo! He/She is so kawaiii and so guai... Does not bite, does not bark. Just sit still and watch the band performance that was going on out there xD Cute!

Lok Lok somewhere in Malacca. Oh! I bumped into Wai Cheen, my classmate in high school that lives in SS2 that works with me once upon a time in Kumon, Taman Megah for my other schoolmate's mother during our college time. Funny thing is, despite all those that we lived near each other, still do actually, we don't get to bump into each other in Petaling Jaya. We just have to meet up in Malacca hahaha! Funniest joke, she was waiting for my table and she didn't even noticed me!!! T.T

Whoever who reads my blog, you know what this means =) I'm not going to "broadcast" or announce it unless asked ^^ Oh wells, cheers! hehehehe...

Coins! I see coins! They are so fascinating even though they are made out of stones or anything that is not properly shaped. Honestly, coins nowadays looks so boring. I want those fishy coins!!

Salute! Dari Kiri~ ... Dang I forgot the command =P I initially had a plastic bag of pineapple tart that is fresh out of oven like half an hour ago, but my dear Doinkster did not want to take a picture of that. And I got scolded for being rude >.<>

I'm in love with ships~ I'm in lovey dovey with ships~!! I don't know how my dream hut is going to fit any of these when I really do get one. But I want one! T.T

Hehehe My sister, looking at her kind =P Cez, aren't you cute? hehehehe =D Look!

Oh! Look! My sister! Oh wait! It's not red. Ooopssie~ Ah whatever. Your kind is living in the muzuem =) Be proud!

When I look at this, it reminded me of my poor little sister, Cez, whom one day got too blur and mistaken crocodiles for polar bear xD Oh dear, how crocodile reminds me of you nowadays =P I don't think the image of crocodile appears to be scary anymore haha!

Ain't the bird just wonderful? I guess I'm just falling in love with all the ancient objects that I see. Their designs are so unique and complex that it kept stealing my sight from anything else! Oh I love the typical dragon sculptures as the handle. China Rox!

Life now seems so...

2010-06-28T16:04:00.002+08:00

Peaceful, despite the ups and downs

Calm, although life's been hectic

Relaxing, even though at times its rushy

Dreamy, I hope it lasts =)

Luv all of you, who's made me a part of you.

An end?

2010-06-25T01:22:00.002+08:00

I guess it will never stop bothering me that this may put an end to what we both used to be. Not that I can blame anyone for this but the change is beyond obvious that I can't help but to dwell about it. I do wish we could still be who we were to each other, despite all the changes, despite my selfishness, despite the fact that it may hurt the hell out of you. I want to say I understand, and I do. But recognizing the feeling is different from feeling it there and then. I'm a fool. I know =)

I won't request for you to be understanding of my situation. It's harsh for you, my dear. I'll just let you act for yourself. Leave if you must, but it will hurt the crap out of me. But, stay if you can.

I see the mask you wore. I see everything.

I... want to tell you everything. Can I? Should I? Would... I?

I hope you well...

Illegal activities?

2010-06-23T11:38:00.002+08:00

Wednesday June 23, 2010
Underground economy growing with many illegal activities
By STEPHEN THEN
stephenthen@thestar.com.my

MIRI: The “black economy” in Malaysia has grown to RM10bil, requiring the Government to initiate tougher measures against elements that may become national security threats, said Home Minister Datuk Seri Hishammuddin Tun Hussein.
“We are not just talking about betting and gambling. We are also talking about human trafficking of women and children (for prostitution), human trafficking of men, money laundering, drug trafficking and even terrorism-related activities. This black economy is worth RM10bil,” he said.
“We are worried that these elements will use the money to finance even more transnational crimes such as trafficking in women and children, financing terrorist groups and even for political purposes.”
He said police were stepping up their cooperation with Interpol and Asean police, and were utilising their bilateral network with neighbouring countries to tackle these activities.
“The police are taking this seriously. We don’t want them (the crimes) to get out of control. In a neighbouring country, illegal football betting alone amounted to US$10bil (RM32bil).
“The money may be used to finance a lot of dangerous activities,’’ he told a press conference here.
Hishammuddin said the recent case of seven high-profile bookies who fled to a neighbouring country showed how widespread their network was.
“Malaysia has good relations with her neighbours. They cannot get far. We will get them,” he said.
He also took a swipe at Opposition parties for trying to politicise what the police were doing, saying that every time the police took stern action against any group that threatened national security, the Oppo-sition would try to capitalise on it for political mileage.
“We will not be deterred from doing what is good for our country.’’
Hishammuddin had a briefing yesterday with the Miri police before going to Mulu for a Barisan Nasional seminar.

It's funny how the government focuses so much on black market economies in Malaysia, making it so much of a big fuss and them focusing even more on covering their corruption market that doomed Malaysia even more than the black market, eliminating all "unwanted" news and people related to it.

We know what you do, dude! Start learning to lie better to the public. You are failing so miserably!

Catching corrupted monkeys are so much more interesting than those carrying operations of illegal betting. Human trafficking? Hmm, you sure it has nothing to do with you?

xD

2010-06-21T02:43:00.001+08:00

Names for hubbies xD

2010-06-20T01:01:00.002+08:00

I shall now name all of my hubbies xD

First in line is my Saga 1808: Chase!

Second in line is my Lappie: Finix!

Third in line is my guitar: Cody!

Fourth in line is my... erm... (be right back!) =p

My hubbies...

2010-06-18T21:58:00.000+08:00

...Are indeed increasing!! xD

Sailing on Dry Land

2010-06-18T11:41:00.002+08:00

There is no point of continuing the sail if yours is going to be on a dry land. It is already almost impossible to make it move, and even it did, bet it would never move far from its original spot. Well, unless you're hoping for the wind to blow it away, or earthquakes to shake it down, or even tornado to twirl it to some unknown places, just STOP. You're not progressing any further. Make up your mind and get it straight, dude.

Accept the fact and find another route of moving. This boat will never bring you anywhere but here. Stucked.

The world is only beautiful, when you imagine it being one.

The world is only colourful, when you feel the beauty.

With your heart being closed up, how does that help you to see?

Open your eyes, see beyond it all. Not just the illusion.

Feeling alone when everyone is standing beside you.

Feeling left out when you're a topic to all.

Break the wall, come out from your dark shell.

No matter how tough it is, try. TRY, is all you need.

It's what all of us need.

Night of emotions

2010-06-17T09:08:00.003+08:00

My night started at 10 yesterday as I woke up for the World Cup match for Spain Vs Switzerland. Honestly, I was supposedly be working my ass off for my assignment but seriously? Who cares?! xD It's World Cup dude! Buckle up!

The score? Spain - Switzerland was a freaking disappointing 0 - 1. Ask most people and they would've thought that Spain would at least score 2 balls in against Switz. Who would've thought that they would end up with a nicely shaped round "egg". To make it even more appealing, it wasn't a draw. Bravo Switz!

The whole game was a joke for Spain. It's just like the OMFG game of Portugal vs Ivory Coast or Brazil vs North Korea (Although I personally think Brazil's game wasn't as bad, though still another disappointment). I mean, 0 - 0 for Portugal - Ivory Coast? Really? WTFH?!

So I watched the game hoping, keeping my fingers crossed that Spain would at least prove that these big shot groups are not just by "name" but they prove themselves good through performance. Oh my did I fail badly in hoping.

No doubt, their passing and "stealing balls" skills are awesome at times. But I freaking STUN when they started making attempts to strike. Their balls were flying everywhere except for the goal! You name it dude. They kicked high up to the sky, left right far far away. Alright there are a few shots which a really nice tries. But still... OMFG!

Not to mention they wasted so bloordy many opportunities to score. WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU WAITING FOR?!

Switz on the other hand was awesome in defense. From what I see, they were more organized compared to Spain. No offence, big little star, but your fame just went down the drain =P

The funniest thing that happened while the game was on was that I accidentally woke my mom up from her nice dreamy sleep when I shouted "ahhh... Ahhhhhhh... AHHHHHH~!!!!" when Spain WAS about to make their close strikes. WAS. Haha. She ended up jumping up from her massage chair, squinting her eyes to see what just happened (like... Shyt! Did someone broke in the house?!) and her hands out like zombie-fied xD I couldn't stand but to laugh! Imagine my brother, on his way to get his dinner and my dad, surfing internet turned to me so sudden due to my scream, stared hard on me with this unbelievable look, and me looking at my mom who was so BLUR looking everywhere around me. It's the perfect combo! xD

And I was chatting with my dear "sister" all the while during the game, complaining most of the time xD awesome!

After the match I called my friend. A close friend. It was supposedly, initially a call of concern, but as usual, it turned out being a joking, filled with thousands of laughters, and ended up with truths of emotions and life.

It was the first. I've never hear my dear friend speak like that before. But as claimed, My dear friend is also a human being, with emotions. No doubt, indeed! Oh wells. Nice chat *winks* We discovered something that I would not know would lead us where haha!

Mixed feelings for honesty

No regrets. I'm grateful for your trust and love.

Let life lead us to wherever we're meant to be

Whisper: Be Strong!

2010-06-14T23:53:00.002+08:00

Sometimes...

Being strong makes you weak

A pole for support

That worth a penny for disposal

Sometimes...

Being weak is what's wished

Filled with full care and love

And everything else

Sometimes...

The sun shines so brightly

With intentions of mankind's benefit

Be cursed and loathed

And maybe, just sometimes...

Words flew out like an annoying stream of pollution

Keeps the sanity and rationality

Despite it all, the pathway remains the same.

One Down! 3 More to go...

2010-06-14T15:00:00.002+08:00

I want ICE CREAM~!!

I'm finally done with all my freaking diaries! Oh wait! No don't get me wrong. It's not the "Dear Diary" type of diaries. Nor am I speaking of dairies (Note this that one of my friend actually thought of dairies when the lecturer wrote DIARIES!). But it is the financial type of diaries. Have I confused you enough? xD

It's basically a short article write-ups related to the topic we studied that week. And when I say short, it has got to be at least one and a half pages long. AT LEAST, with no maximum length!

Anyways I'm so done with all 8 diaries this semester so I'm free to go for now muahahaha! What's left now is only the FIN467 and FIN468 assignments with a FINALE project for FIN469 which we (the group of 5) would have to present in front of everyone. Interesting all we do is research on companies that has already been researched on. A good example would be the Euro Disneyland that I am currently working on, which already has a history of past 20, going to 30 years. Another task would be on Kencana, a newly listed company since year 2006. This project would make a little more sense. Lastly, something alike with Kencana but a little more detailed, we research on Poh Kong, their history and profiles, and lastly coming out with weird ideas possible to make them richer (which again doesn't make much sense for we need to evaluate the strategies without having any inside information).

How ridiculous education has became. Why not just allow students to have more access to company's information so that the research learning process could be more practical and logical?

^^ Signing off~

Leaving

2010-06-14T04:28:00.002+08:00

Open your arms to change, but please don’t lose yourself
You are what makes you who you are in sickness and in health
A friendly atmosphere has made you who you are to be
Your character is in charge and will control your destiny

You’ll go someplace you’ve never gone, you’ll make your mark again,
You will reset your standards, and sure will make new friends
As soon as today is yesterday your heart will always give
I hope you won’t regret today, cause your future longs to live

If our paths don’t cross again, I won’t forget this day
Cause I’m afraid of change, I’m scared to shift my ways
My eyes will see things they’ve never seen, but I’ve always been here
The time that counts your moments gone will teach me not to fear.

You’ll look upon your life and see familiar grounds
You’ll hear the call of memories and recognize the sound
All the lives you change will make stars disappear
And as you’re settled down, you’ll realize you’ve never left here.

- Robert Elliot

Found this poem and I guess I love it =)

Thoughts Underwater

2010-06-13T21:14:00.004+08:00

The whole reason I love swimming

was that I think better underwater

I think better when I'm surrounded by water

Guess that's the whole reason I love...

walking under the rain

swimming

diving

sitting under the shower with my eyes closed

to walk at the beach side

I feel connected

I feel... secured

I... see and think with a clearer vision

I feel peace

with nothing in the world that could harm me

And I've thought about things

Stuff that's been bugging my mind...

This was what... I use to describe my thoughts the past few days

Colourful with many views

Messy all around the place

Emotions filled the air

I've thought about it

There's nothing I could do

It may sting, but that's what life's all about

Sacrifices are all I can afford

This is all I can make myself do...

I wish the best for you people ^^

It'll sting less...

So long as there's a smile =)

The feel is partially real

He is...

2010-06-13T01:48:00.004+08:00

Ugly and stubborn
With the purest heart
Annoying as hell
With an innocent smile

kindness caught me
And I fought back
I'm leaving soon
Good bye, love.

Have you ever felt...

2010-06-12T20:57:00.002+08:00

lonely?

It's one of the worst feelings anyone could ever feel
Feeling lonely while surrounded by crowds of people
Feeling alienated, as though you don't belong here
Feeling as though nobody could ever understand you

As though there is no purpose in life
No one to care, to love
Feeling so empty...

EMPTY...

I fear being alone

Who doesn't?

Therefore, to all the people I truly love

In any circumstances
whether or not you're stupid, dumb, stubborn,
fakingly tough, being ego, asshole, bitchy, an arse...

I don't care who took over your body and soul at that moment of time

Whether or not you're thinking straight

I'll always be there

Mentally

Physically

Just call.

I'll lend my shoulders for you to cry on

Lend my ears for you to scream at

For one day...

I may need someone there for me too

Never... ever...

2010-06-09T21:15:00.001+08:00

Please...

2010-06-09T10:30:00.000+08:00

Games...

2010-06-08T22:04:00.001+08:00

Never say never...

2010-06-07T20:54:00.002+08:00

I've alot of things I want for the moment ...

2010-06-07T19:33:00.002+08:00

First

I want to get many many various different type of unique and simple photo frames

Then

I want to wash those photos that are uniquely memorable to me

Lastly

I want to decorate them with all my happy moments and memories of my beloved ones

That is only one of it

I'm planning to get a photo album for a friend who will be leaving soon

For that person

means so much to me

Even before I realize

And I've just made payment to My Puzzle House

For a family picture in Guilin

Honestly, that's the only one I found with all of us happily together in a photo

Although the size of us are small

That the picture of the buildings behind are much huger than us

But what's more important is that

We looked more like a family at that moment of time

Hope you see what's beneath it...

Wishing for...

2010-06-05T11:10:00.000+08:00

Mirror

2010-06-04T01:02:00.002+08:00

I treat people the way they treat me
A way I call "mirror reflection"

I hate being taken for granted
And when I am, I either pull back from whatever we do
Or I just don't fucking care anymore

That's what you did

And if you enjoy being so calculative over a small $1
Be it

I'm done

Never underestimate me

I can be someone beautiful
Someone everyone loves

Or I can be someone ugly
Someone harsh you wish you never knew

Muah 21st

2010-06-03T14:21:00.002+08:00

Thanks to all my beloved friends and "families" that made my erm... "night" on my 21st ^^

Special Thanks to:

Mommie of 3c's... (Crow, Cat, Chicken)

Mua Red Ninja Turtle Sista

Miss Retard J

Missie Pat Pat Ky Ky

Jonnie Yam

Kiss Me aka Qisti

Missie Howt Han Sen

Han Lim Blurrrrr

Fellieee Wellieeee!!!

......

I think I'm forgetting someone =P

OHHHHHH!!!!

Benniiiieeeeeeee Tannnnnnn!!! xD

Muakz I love you guys... xD

I still can't believe you guys got me a camera

It's... awesome...

Thank yiiuuuuu Pat Pat for your freaky memory skills

Thank you mommmieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee xD

And muah sista!! xD

This is too muchie

Vesak

2010-05-28T14:01:00.004+08:00

The Significance of Vesak - Buddha Day

The significance of Vesak lies with the Buddha and his universal peace message to mankind.

As we recall the Buddha and his Enlightenment, we are immediately reminded of the unique and most profound knowledge and insight which arose in him on the night of his Enlightenment. This coincided with three important events which took place, corresponding to the three watches or periods of the night.

During the first watch of the night, when his mind was calm, clear and purified, light arose in him, knowledge and insight arose. He saw his previous lives, at first one, then two, three up to five, then multiples of them .. . ten, twenty, thirty to fifty. Then 100, 1000 and so on.... As he went on with his practice, during the second watch of the night, he saw how beings die and are reborn, depending on their Karma, how they disappear and reappear from one form to another, from one plane of existence to another. Then during the final watch of the night, he saw the arising and cessation of all phenomena, mental and physical. He saw how things arose dependent on causes and conditions. This led him to perceive the arising and cessation of suffering and all forms of unsatisfactoriness paving the way for the eradication of all taints of cravings. With the complete cessation of craving, his mind was completely liberated. He attained to Full Enlightenment. The realisation dawned in him together with all psychic powers.

This wisdom and light that flashed and radiated under the historic Bodhi Tree at Buddha Gaya in the district of Bihar in Northern India, more than 2500 years ago, is of great significance to human destiny. It illuminated the way by which mankind could cross, from a world of superstition, or hatred and fear, to a new world of light, of true love and happiness.

The heart of the Teachings of the Buddha is contained in the teachings of the Four Noble Truths, namely,

The Noble Truth of Dukkha or suffering
The Origin or Cause of suffering
The End or Cessation of suffering
the Path which leads to the cessation of all sufferings

The First Noble Truth is the Truth of Dukkha which has been generally translated as 'suffering'. But the term Dukkha, which represents the Buddha's view of life and the world, has a deeper philosophical meaning. Birth, old age, sickness and death are universal. All beings are subject to this unsatisfactoriness. Separation from beloved ones and pleasant conditions, association with unpleasant persons and conditions, and not getting what one desires - these are also sources of suffering and unsatisfactoriness. The Buddha summarises Dukkha in what is known as the Five Grasping Aggregates.

Herein, lies the deeper philosophical meaning of Dukkha for it encompasses the whole state of being or existence.

Our life or the whole process of living is seen as a flux of energy comprising of the Five aggregates, namely the Aggregate of Form or the Physical process, Feeling, Perception, Mental Formation, and Consciousness. These are usually classified as mental and physical processes, which are constantly in a state of flux or change.

When we train our minds to observe the functioning of mental and physical processes we will realise the true nature of our lives. We will see how it is subject to change and unsatisfactoriness. And as such, there is no real substance or entity or Self which we can cling to as 'I', 'my' or 'mine'.

When we become aware of the unsatisfactory nature of life, we would naturally want to get out from such a state. It is at this point that we begin to seriously question ourselves about the meaning and purpose of life. This will lead us to seek the Truth with regards to the true nature of existence and the knowledge to overcome unsatisfactoriness.

From the Buddhist point of view, therefore, the purpose of life is to put an end to suffering and all other forms of unsatisfactoriness - to realise peace and real happiness. Such is the significance of the understanding and the realisation of the First Noble Truth.

The Second Noble Truth explains the Origin or Cause of suffering. Tanha or craving is the universal cause of suffering. It includes not only desire for sensual pleasures, wealth and power, but also attachment to ideas', views, opinions, concepts, and beliefs. It is the lust for flesh, the lust for continued existence (or eternalism) in the sensual realms of existence, as well as the realms of form and the formless realms. And there is also the lust and craving for non-existence (or nihilism). These are all different Forms of selfishness, desiring things for oneself, even at the expense of others.

Not realizing the true nature of one's Self, one clings to things which are impermanent, changeable and perishable. The failure to satisfy one's desires through these things; causes disappointment and suffering.

Craving is a powerful mental force present in all of us. It is the root cause of our sufferings. It is this craving which binds us in Samsara - the repeated cycle of birth and` death.

The Third Noble Truth points to the cessation of suffering. Where there is no craving, there is no becoming, no rebirth. Where there is no rebirth, there is no decay. no, old age, no death, hence no suffering. That is how suffering is ended, once and for all.

The Fourth Noble Truth explains the Path or the Way which leads to the cessation of suffering. It is called the Noble Eightfold Path.

The Noble Eightfold path avoids the extremes of self-indulgence on one hand and self-torture on the other. It consists of Right Understanding, Right Thought, Right Speech, Right Action, Right Livelihood, Right Effort, Right Mindfulness and Right Concentration.

These path factors may be summarised into 3 stages of training, involving morality, mental culture and wisdom.

Morality or good conduct is the avoidance of evil or unwholesome actions -- actions which are tainted by greed, hatred and delusion; and the performance of the good or wholesome actions, - actions which are free from greed, hatred and delusion, but motivated by liberality, loving-kindness and wisdom.

The function of good conduct or moral restraint is to free one's mind from remorse (or guilty conscience). The mind that is free from remorse (or guilt) is naturally calm and tranquil, and ready for concentration with awareness.

The concentrated and cultured mind is a contemplative and analytical mind. It is capable of seeing cause and effect, and the true nature of existence, thus paving the way for wisdom and insight.

Wisdom in the Buddhist context, is the realisation of the fundamental truths of life, basically the Four Noble Truths. The understanding of the Four Noble Truths provide us with a proper sense of purpose and direction in life. They form the basis of problem-solving.

The message of the Buddha stands today as unaffected by time and the expansion of knowledge as when they were first enunciated.

No matter to what lengths increased scientific knowledge can extend man's mental horizon, there is room for the acceptance and assimilation for further discovery within -the framework of the teachings of the Buddha.

The teaching of the Buddha is open to all to see and judge for themselves. The universality of the teachings of the Buddha has led one of the world's greatest scientists, Albert Einstein to declare that 'if there is any religion that could cope with modern scientific needs, it would be Buddhism'

The teaching of the Buddha became a great civilising force wherever it went. It appeals to reason and freedom of thought, recognising the dignity and potentiality of the human mind. It calls for equality, fraternity and understanding, exhorting its followers to avoid evil, to do good and to purify their minds.

Realising the transient nature of life and all worldly phenomena, the Buddha has advised us to work out our deliverance with heedfulness, as 'heedfulness is the path to the deathless'.

His clear and profound teachings on the cultivation of heedfulness otherwise known as Satipatthana or the Four Foundations of Mindfulness, is the path for the purification of beings - for the overcoming of sorrows and lamentation, for the destruction of all mental and physical sufferings, for the attainment of insight and knowledge and for the realisation of Nibbana. This has been verified by his disciples. It is therefore a path, a technique which may be verified by all irrespective of caste, colour or creed.
- Venerable Mahinda

Awesome. Now I know what Wesak Day is for :P Like... really =P

Wonders of Life

Pain in the ass

Confusion...

I wish I hadn't...

Nobody really cares...

Frustration... Regrets

Too particular

It takes 2 sides to equal

At this moment in time...

Friendships are WAY... Overrated.

He's coming home...

Go away...

Full of anger...

Can you believe it... o.O

Bound To You...

It doesn't feel nice...

Tiger went Crazeeeee

LDR: Long Distance Relationships...

There some things...

MayBank's Management skills are so FUCKed Up

Gimme a bottle of gorgeous red wine, oh... make it two.

Allowed to ignore police's stop order?

Monday December 27, 2010

Bogus cops rob businessman and take him on terror ride

By M. SIVANANTHA SHARMAnewsdesk@thestar.com.my

It's like...

I see, I hear, I don't care

Maybank, Downgraded?!

Joke of expiry

My apology

The ugly truth

Where I started

Tough to fight traumas...

I'll move on...

Fear

Photo Highlight

No any different...

Listen...

What do you see?

Penny for a thought

Family

Choices...

Sometimes, or maybe most...

Nature talks.

Your love, Hamster.

Yet another one

Until I break down, I will still be here.

Memories through Finix =X

Future lies ahead...

Secret Garden - Half a world away

Already am...

918 Spyder Hybrid

Rhema

The greener path

Shuush.

Wonderful Tonight

White, another black.

Serenity

Just as how the moo moo stares and wonder, at the beauty of the reds and purples, and greens that stands out beautifully to me ^^

Woken up

Moment of Eternal

Senses of Change

Tightrope

Mother Moon...

Blinded

Blessing

Quote of the Day

Beauty

Wait... There's another one?!

Saturday July 10, 2010

Paul picks Spain but Mani’s on Holland for World Cup

Overdo

Read from Bottom to Top. Puhwees =)

Hesitation driven off

Pinker Man!

Hugs

Pictures of Thoughts

Internet the blame?

Sunday July 4, 2010

Internet affairs a home wrecker

By M. SIVANANTHA SHARMA
newsdesk@thestar.com.my

By RACHAEL KAM and SEREAN LAU
newsdesk@thestar.com.my

By STEPHEN THEN
stephenthen@thestar.com.my